Sunday, May 6, 2007

Some random thoughts on this horrid Sunday morning

Feminists, will you please for the love of all that is holy finish your damn "revolution". To me, and this is just my humble opinion, winning the fight to air tampon commercials and wear "Cum Dumpster" or "Porn star" tee-shirts is, well, stupid. But hey, I mean you are all getting paid as much as men and are now finally represented equally in congress! Oh no wait, never mind. Well, at least you all have won something, right? I just don't know what. I have been called a "woman hater", It just kills me to watch the female gender lose itself over the years. To me, all of a woman's grace and dignity has been forgotten, in a rush to become the next whore on the T.V. showing her tits. And yes, those chicks on Girls Gone Wild make you all look bad, because deep down I think that if most of you had that type of body you would be doing the very same thing. I know of no relationship that any of my female friends are in that could even marginally be called healthy with one small exception. Figure this shit out please, because you have all been lied too. You cannot be the Madonna and the whore. It's one or the other, and don't blame me or men when you chose to be the whore and people treat you like one.

I do tend to let other people's drama affect me. Over all though, I have found a center that is becoming more and more unshakable. My main problem is that I now have an emotional complexity that is taking some time to get used to. I guess I have finally "grown up", what ever that means. I no longer have the emotional range of a tadpole; I can feel two, sometimes three distinct emotional states at once. Now I know most woman might find that statement funny as hell, but for a guy it takes some getting used to. And it has been very nice to read all of the positive feed back from all my friends on my thoughts lately, although like most over-empathetic people I sometimes feel guilty and unworthy of such praise. Don't let me fool you, as I have said many times before, I love you all and will bleed with you when your hurt and cheer with you when you triumph, I remain solely on my side, and no one else's. Other people's drama affects me only as much as I allow it too. Ships are sinking people, and while I will happily pull you to shore, I cannot and will not go down with any of you. Only you can right your ship. It just kills me that so many of you seem to be hell bent on running your life into the ground, with a shit eating grin on your face. Ten out of ten for style I suppose, but negative several million for good thinking.

2 comments:

That Squirrel said...

wow, interesting writing. I must say I agree with you on the whole feminism thing. True feminism gets a rotten image thanks to so many of the so called "today's woman" image. anyway, it's nice to read another blog with deep insights hidden inside seemingly random ramblings with a personal edge in the end. :)

Ramirez said...

Haha thanks :)